veto

why is it that august is the worst month of all? it is for me, at least.

on this day, eleven years ago, my mother died.
366 days ago, i got my heart broken for the first time.
three years ago, i got my first speeding ticket.
two years ago, i got into my first car accident.
school always starts in august.
it's blistering hot.
lush can suck it in august.
i could go on...

i can add this years addition to the list:
two people have decided that i am not the same person i was and can no longer consider me a friend.
apparently, my non-belief in god and the fact that i am straightedge is just now catching up to them
and it's causing a problem. the worst part of it is, i didn't even hear it from either one of them. and i was told
through a text message that she couldn't be friends with me. "sorry." the best part is, i live with these two girls. i guess two years of friendship to one and almost nine with the other doesn't count for anything.

i would like to continue being their friends, but seeing as i was cast aside so easily, it would be difficult. I'm willing to try. maybe one day, we can all be adults.


on a brighter note, i've been spending a lot of time with my brothers and all the people that come along with it.

walking around grant park with lisa is awesome.

there is a pink bike i am hoping will one day be mine.

i've got a boyfriend whom i adore...sleeping in the next room. goodnight.